Its been a while

Oh lord, so much has happened so many people dying, so many losing faith. So much misunderstanding.
Why we as servants of God lose so much faith.
Alot of people lose communication with God, we don’t want to sit down and have a deep long conversation. No, im not saying 10, 15 minutes of prayer. I mean get on your knees and pray more then 30 minutes, spill the tea cry and let the lord know your troubles let him know your pain. Just let it all out.
Let god  Cleanse, your doubts your sins your pain away.
We arent perfect no one is but god is. We need to follow his foot steps. Learn to obey his every word.

Hebrews 10:22-23 “Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful.”

Open your bibles
And read these verses that would uplift your faith and give you peace. The lord knows every pain every trouble every situation we all going through. He just wants you to kneel and pray and speak to him.

Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.

Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

Psalm 120:1 In my distress I called to the LORD, and he answered me.

Mark 10:27 Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man it is impossible, but not with God. For all things are possible with God.”

at a point in our life we have given up. But always ask the lord for  forgiveness 🙏  and let go and move forward with the lord who has always been By your side.

I declare peace healing and uplifting of faith to who ever is reading this may the lord put his healing hands over you may your sickness  Disappear, may you feel the lords peace in your spirit lord cover them with the blood of jesus. May the the lord protect them in every situation they having at this moment. May the lord uplift and strengthen their faith. In Jesus name “Amen”

Your silly blogger
Sister Melanie

Is never to late

If you miss them look for them
Because tomorrow isn’t promised
If you have them close tell them how much you care and hold your love ones close
To many dying
To much pain
To much fear
To much isolation
Not so many prayers
Not so many repenting
Not so many fasting
Not so many praising
Lord forgiveness us
Lord we need you
Oh lord my heart hurts
So many tears
So much pain
But lord I believe in you and I know we would get through this
In jesus name amen

Rest in peace Adrain

Your blogger

Sister Melanie 🙏😔

God has revealed, what he wants his nations to do! (in my dream)

Tuve un sueño que Dios me ha revelado
salmos 66:1
“ Aclamad a Dios con Algeria, toda la Tierra”.
Salmos 67:3
“ Te alaben los Pueblo’s, oh Dios; Todos los Pueblo’s te alaben”.
Salmos 70:2
“ Sean avergonzados y confundidos los que buscan mi vida; Sean vueltos atras y avergonzados los que mi mal demean.”

Dios quiere que nos arrepientamos, pida perdón al señor, sea sincero, ore, ayune, alabe. Dios quiere que sus naciones vuelvan al camino del señor. canta corro’s, lee la biblia, aprende su palabra.


I had a dream that God has revealed to me
psalms 66: 1
“Praise God with Algeria, all the Earth.”
Psalms 67: 3
“The people praise you, oh God; All peoples praise you”.
Psalms 70: 2
“Let those who seek my life be ashamed and confused; Let them be left behind and ashamed that my evil demean. “

God wants us to repent, ask the Lord for forgiveness, be sincere, pray, fast, praise. God wants his nations to return to the way of the Lord. chant, read the bible, learn his word.


Your crazy blogger

Sister Melanie

Remember my brothers and sisters pray praise the lord, his coming soon to take his Chruch.

He knocks

We must listen closely for His gentle knock at the doorway to our hearts, since there is there is no exterior door knob…we must open it for Him from within.

Feeling alone and apart?
Would you like a fresh start?
Allow Jesus to show you the way.

The many sinners who tried
To live without Him inside
Come to realize…it just doesn’t pay.

If everyone could but see
Only Christ sets us free
From the dark sin infecting us all

I know that you will agree
What a world this could be
If everyone answered His call.

When shall this evil all cease
And the world be at peace?
When Jesus returns here at last.

We’ll no longer have strife.
With the taking of life.
And crime? Just a thing of the past.

He’ll make our cares dissipate
Eradicate vitriol and hate…
Man no longer shall be slave to sin.

He’s at the door to your heart.
And if you’re spiritually smart
You’ll open it and let Him come in.

Resolve this day to atone,
Don’t try to ‘go it alone’
Or things will go from bad to worse.

Hear what God has to say
In His soft, gentle way…
Go to Him in prayer to converse.

And if you haven’t a clue
As to what you should do
Ask The Father when you’re with Him prayer.

Let Him remove every doubt
To what your life is about
Let Him remove today your every care.

Accept the one gift that lasts
Leave the past in the past
By confessing that Jesus is Lord

Then when your life here is through,
He will present to you
Your Crown of Victory to wear as reward.


Debemos escuchar atentamente su suave golpe en la puerta de nuestros corazones, ya que no hay un pomo exterior … debemos abrirlo para Él desde adentro.

El toca

¿Te sientes solo y separado?
¿Quieres un nuevo comienzo?
Permita que Jesús le muestre el camino.

Los muchos pecadores que lo intentaron
Vivir sin él dentro
Ven a darte cuenta … simplemente no paga.

Si todos pudieran ver
Solo Cristo nos libera
Del oscuro pecado que nos infecta a todos

Sé que estarás de acuerdo
Qué mundo podría ser este
Si todos respondieran a su llamado.

¿Cuándo cesará este mal?
¿Y el mundo estará en paz?
Cuando Jesús regrese por fin.

Ya no tendremos conflictos.
Con la toma de la vida.
¿Y el crimen? Solo una cosa del pasado.

Él hará que nuestras preocupaciones se disipen
Erradicar el vitriolo y el odio …
El hombre ya no será esclavo del pecado.

Él está en la puerta de tu corazón.
Y si eres espiritualmente inteligente
Lo abrirás y dejarás que entre.

Resuelve este día para expiar,
No intentes “hacerlo solo”
O las cosas irán de mal en peor.

Escucha lo que Dios tiene que decir
En su manera suave, gentil …
Ve a Él en oración para conversar.

Y si no tienes ni idea
En cuanto a lo que debes hacer
Pregúntale al Padre cuando estés con Él la oración.

Deja que elimine toda duda
De lo que se trata tu vida
Permítele que elimine hoy todos tus cuidados.

Acepta el único regalo que dura
Deja el pasado en el pasado
Al confesar que Jesús es el Señor

Entonces, cuando tu vida aquí haya terminado,
Él te presentará
Tu corona de victoria para usar como recompensa.

Repent before the storm ends!

Ezekiel 18:32 ” For I take no pleasure in the death of anyone, declares the sovereign Lord. Repent and Live!”

Matthew 3:1-2 ” In those days John the Baptist came, Preaching in the wilderness of Judaea, and saying ” Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near”.

A lot of people question, the lords will and what he allows to hit each and everyone of us. Why! we may ask, maybe god want us to understand his ways. He want us to repent before is to late.

The problem is our own ignorance, why i say ignorance; because we would say I don’t need to go to church i could just pray at home or read the Bible. I understood this because once i started going to church I realized what i was doing wrong. because growing that’s all I use to hear from my mother. Mind you she had me going to a Pentecostal church my whole life and she never went into one. I say it was to get reed of me for a couple of hours but i learn some stuff from the lord, meet beautiful older sisters that i wish i could thank for taking me every Tuesday, Thursday , Saturday and Sunday. Yup that was my life as a kid.

Not so many of us had this, we would live in the world of evil the world of so much negativity. Not knowing that god disapprove of a lot of things. I lost who i once was at the age of 12. Losing my incense made me so dark so ignorant to so many things was lost in a world of evil. Believing in no one because no one believed in me and what i went through, i gave up in life. I became part of the world of sin. Never step in a church again followed my mothers steps became a mother at the age of 17 years old.

A lot of young women and men become parents so young not know why! I say i was looking for my father in a man i could love. Not knowing i was headed for 14 years of pain. Not having god by my side I endured so much. But i learned the hard way in coming back to my lord. Pain after pain god was telling me to repent. But we as humans ignore the lords signs for help. We need to repent and be reborn to start over. And can i say that was the best thing I’ve ever did. Being baptized and becoming a sister to a wonderful church where I’ve meet wonder people has changed my life for the best.

People! god is the way out of all this evilness, the devil is here to destroy and murder. That’s all he wants. You would be surprised with the things you read in the Bible. People back in those days we’re like us, the only difference is they repented and knew God’s punishments.

This new modern generation has no principles or faith and beliefs. They don’t even think of the consequences, they just go for it.

Do you see everything that’s happening now, do you see how people are dying. We need to repent and ask god for forgiveness. God don’t want his children dying or to be in pain. He wants to save our soul, so we could live eternal life with him. When have you ever seen a lock in, in the United States people dying by the hour.

People living in fear of something they cant see or destroy. Maybe if we live in believe and have strong faith and loving and respecting the lords will knowing we cant see him till he takes us home the world would be so different. Believe in something you can’t see right now believe that Jesus Christ is coming to save his people believe that his taking his church with him.

Have you repent yet?

Have you ask the lord for forgiveness?

Are you ready to go with lord?

Are you pure of heart?

Ask yourself these questions, and see how long it takes you to understand that half of you aren’t ready to go. I know i want to be in that group that’s going first. Stop playing around like if Jesus Christ is a joke or playing around with church.

Don’t you wish their was a church opened right now! Lots of you do, when you had the change to go to one you didn’t care.

Start to go on your knees and bow your heads and start praying! Ask the lord forgives, ask the lord to cover you with the blood of jesus and to protect your family from this virus.

In the name of the father the son and of the Holy Spirit amen,

Lord i ask that who ever is reading this today may you bless them and protect them with the blood of jesus, may this blog enlighten them and push them to read and thrust your word and knowledge in understanding your laws. May this blog help them in how to repent and let go of the world of sin and bring your children back to you as we all should. Lord i ask to protect those in need those who are sick with this virus, lord protect our elderly and our children my lord protect our enemies who don’t know any better. My lord thank you

My lord teach us your ways


Psalm 91 KJV

“He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.

He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;

Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.

A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.

Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.

They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.

Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.

Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.

With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.”

May the lord bless each and every one of use may the Holy Spirit pour the blood of jesus on each and everyone of us and protect us from any evil and protect our families. God bless and be safe
Your crazy blogger
Sister Mel

20 bible verses for nightmares

Ever had a dream that hurts so much;that the pain stays with you in real life, well that’s the worst nightmare. a lot of psychologist say “ There can be number of triggers like anxiety, depression, (PTSD), and lot’s more of different sleep disorder.” Now we have have the scientific way to deal with this problems or we can do it in a spiritual way to fight the enemy. Why I say the enemy, when you go though a lot of hurtful situations in life; we as humans, try to ignore it and move on with our life’s not knowing that the enemy is trying to destroy you in any way possible, before the lord comes to save you with a blessing. Remember that saying “ After every storm, theirs always a brighter light coming.”

In the Bible God speaks about how the enemy knows more then what we think. Remember the devil was once an angel, he knows what God is up to. Now God only allows him to hurt when he needs to wake you. Now is on you what path you take. The enemy will use your life situation to torment you make up situations that would hurt you even more.

The enemy waits till you’ve forgotten to pray, or start doing wrong things that God don’t approve of. We are not prefect we was created to make mistakes but also correct them in the lords favor. What i mean by this; if you ever read the bible , you would know that God gives demands on how to follow him in word-ship. Now again we aren’t perfect God had a lot of prophets who had flaws and in there own way lost their path in the lord, came back stronger.

Here are 20 bible verses that may help you when you have nightmares.

Matthew 18:18 KJV, ”Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.”

Luke 10:19 KJV, ”Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.”

Psalm 27:1-2 KJV, ”The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.”

Revelation 12:11 KJV, ”And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.”

Mark 11:23, ”For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.”

John 10:10 KJV, ”The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have [it] more abundantly.”

Proverbs 3:24 KJV, ”When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy sleep shall be sweet.”

Isaiah 28:18 KJV, ”And your covenant with death shall be disannulled, and your agreement with hell shall not stand; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through, then ye shall be trodden down by it.”

Isaiah 59:19 KJV, ”So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him.”

2 Timothy 1:7 KJV, ”For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.”

James 4:7 KJV, ” Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

Lamentations 3:37 KJV, “Who is he that saith, and it cometh to pass, when the Lord commandeth it not?”

Joel 2:21 KJV, ” Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice: for the Lord will do great things.”

Ephesians 6:12 KJV, ”For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”

Mark 3:27 KJV, ”No man can enter into a strong man’s house, and spoil his goods, except he will first bind the strong man; and then he will spoil his house.”

Galatians 3:13 KJV, “Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: for it is written, Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree:”

Psalm 118:12 KJV, ”They compassed me about like bees; they are quenched as the fire of thorns: for in the name of the LORD I will destroy them.”

Isaiah 54:17 KJV, “No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.”

Numbers 23:23 KJV, ”Surely there is no enchantment against Jacob, neither is there any divination against Israel: according to this time it shall be said of Jacob and of Israel, What hath God wrought!”

Deuteronomy 28:7 KJV, “The LORD shall cause thine enemies that rise up against thee to be smitten before thy face: they shall come out against thee one way, and flee before thee seven ways.”

Remember the lord is always watching over us he never sleeps due to the fact that Jesus Christ isn’t human he is a spirit and his in each and everyone of us. As he loved us we shall love him. Pray before bed asks the Holy Spirit to cover you with the blood of jesus and to protect your dreams from any evil spirits. May the lord bless every reader.

From you crazy blogger

Sister Melanie


10 bible verse for low self—esteem

Psalm 34:18

” the lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

So many get broken and never know how to pick up the pieces Some are so use to just living day by day with sorrow that they wouldn’t know what they’re doing to themselves.

Yes you can die of a broken hurt, how you never over the pain. You become so stress that anxiety and depression kicks in and you let the devil win. He will destroy you mentally emotionally and then you would see physically.

No, is not easy to wake up one day and change but with the lords help he will show you the way. How? A lot may ask, with faith and believing there’s better things out there. Why dwell in the past when you have a whole future to look forward to.

One thing we have to learn is god is love and kind and humble. He don’t teach sorrow pain hurt stress depression anger jealousy or hate. Never compare to others who have accomplished theirs dreams even if it maybe your same dream. That means god has bigger plans for you. Let go move forward!

We let our self esteem take over and destroy what you’ve been building there’s so many verses in the Bible that can help you and it may open your eyes to new visions new opportunities in life. God never wants to see his children suffer he wants us to succeed in this world because we are not from this world. Why would i say this because we here temporarily here till the lord takes us back home to live eternal life with his glory. But we have to stay holy and follow the lords commandments.

In Psalm 46:5

The lord says;

“God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: god shall help her, and that right early.” Psalm 46:5

Meaning ” we must be willing to let go of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.”

The reason many have a hard time believing that they may have been chosen to they may have access to gods power is because of a wall we put up of unworthiness. They are many with a past that seems to be unrealistic, or even a present that we aren’t proud of. But be assured that god new your past your present and he knows your future.

God is omnipresent which means he exists outside of time, giving him access to all of time. He knew about your hardship, your obstacles, every bad decision you’ve made, and sins you’ve made in your life. Remember god knew your every thought every move before you did it because he created you. He created and assigned a purpose for you. Your flaws and mistakes didn’t get you off the hook because all of those things were already accounted for. That was the purpose of god sending his only son to earth to help the corruption. He knew we would have shortcomings and would need redemption so he was proactive and put a plan into motion to provide you with afresh start.

God is not stuck on your perceived failures nor is he caught off guard by your mistakes. God’s purpose for your life is not contingent on perfection by your own right. God simply is looking for you to accept the gift he has for you in external life.

In 2 Corinthians 12:9

“And he said unto me, my grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will i rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Each time the lord says ” my grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” So now i am glad to boast about weakness, so that the power of Christ can work through me.

We all have didn’t ways to understand this verse we. If you don’t understand it reread it as many times you can.

Just remember that there’s power in vulnerability, when you empty yourself out, the lord can fill you with his glory. But if you’re fill of yourself and acting and pretending, keeping up your image there’s no way there would be room for god. If you’ll humble yourself and get real, god almighty will help you grow.

Daily prayer:

” when times of tribulations come, help me, dear lord, to glory in them for your sake.”

Psalm 139:13-14

13: “for you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mothers womb.

14: “i praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works wonderful, i know that full well.”

God had a plan for our life’s before we were born.;Yet we live in fear of the future that he,the lord, already knows about.

Arm yourself with the Lord almighty word to gain a better perspective of who you’re created to be in his image.

So many of us aren’t happy with our own image we want to change so many things that the lord had created already in his perfection.

We bring our own self esteem down because we compare to others looks and fashion, the same way god created his garden that’s so beautiful in color and image he created us. We are all uniquely made in his perfection.

We need to learn how to love who we are first, before we look out in the world and wish we looked like our people.

No one is ever happy with how they look or what they have

The curvy person wish they look like the athletic person

And the athletic person wish they could eat like the curvy person

Saying this is proofing no one is never happy

Happiness is being blessed to breath walk speak and most importantly to see another blissful day. No so many are able to see another day.

In Galatians 2:20

” I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith of the son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.”

We receive Christ as our new source of strength and identity in life by believing in his loving sacrifice on the cross. Through the work of the Holy Spirit in us, he is able to accomplish through us what we could never accomplish on our own.

We fear so much that we lose control of our own self control, let fear take over our minds emotions and day to day life that we bring our own self esteem down. Because we don’t understand what the enemy is doing we need to let god take over on our weakest moments in life and rejoice when we are free from evil spirits who take over.

In Isaiah 41:10

” Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I with strengthen you, surely i will help you, surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

He speak about fear stress anxiety and also your our self-esteem situations that the only solution to every problem is letting Christ take over. If we don’t always but Christ in our day to day everything will go wrong.

Your not alone, the lord is always with you. Practice being mindful of your presence and what you say. His love is never shaken by troubles. You can take refugee in the lord and know that the sun will always shine with him by your side. Choose to believe that the lord is greater and better to conquer everything in faith with lord.

Lord, as women and men, sometimes we feel afraid and vulnerable. We fear failure, we fear opening up, loving and trusting others. We fear things we have no business fearing. You tell us in your word that each day has enough troubles of its own and that we need not to borrow trouble. Set a guard over our hearts, father, so that we will not fear, stress, or bring our self esteem down. Calm our spirits, we pray, that we might rest in you again my Lord. You are in control, even in the worst situations we know in you my lord we will not crumble. Amen

God has not given us the spirit of worry ,of doubt , of lower self esteem, anxiety, depression or stress, but of discipline and love to overcome the challenges we face on a day to day bases. Why do we worry, lower our self esteem stress, etc; when our savior is in control?

We let our emotions take over and we lose so much control that we tend to forget the words of our lord who has showed us nothing more then love.

2 Timothy 1:7

And the Lord says;

” For the spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love , and self-discipline.”

We are not alone, we go into battles with our lord who loves us who watches over us everyday and every night.

“What the lord has started, he hasn’t finish.”

God’s timing is perfect, we must cast our cares on the Lord.God is working things out behind the scenes.

Philippians 1:6

” being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

“For the Lord is your security, he will keep your foot from being caught in a trap.”

The lord don’t teach us the wicked remember the lord teaches us love and care for one another. And mostly to love our self’s.

Proverbs 3:26

” for the Lord shall be thy confidence, and shall keep they foot from being taken will.”

We are told in the Bible that we can ” come boldly to the throne of our gracious God.” We don’t have to approach timidly or feel awkward-we can come before him with confidence, assurance, and boldness.

We don’t have to be ashamed to pray or speak to the Lord about our insecurities or our fears because he already knows what’s our troubles and worries. Never be afraid to speak to our father, the alpha omega Jesus to knows it all.

Hebrews 4:16

” lets us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.”

Here are some ways that can help you from lowering yourself esteem, and dealing with negativity around you:

  1. Surround yourself with the right people meaning ” no negativity or negative vibes”
  2. Get to know yourself/ become your own best friend
  3. Acknowledge where you need to change and remove from your life
  4. Don’t compare to others
  5. Repeat positive affirmations
  6. Take care of your self ” mentally emotionally physically”
  7. Give back
  8. Set realistic expectations
  9. Enjoy your own company
  10. Enjoy life “we only die once”


” Then Jonathan and David made a covenant, because he loved him as his own soul.”

1 Samuel 18:3

When trying to stay in the right path and holding on to what the lord wants you to do there’s always a way the enemy try’s to distract you from the right path of the lord.

“Holy Spirit cover me with the blood of Jesus awaken my spirit and guide me in the right direction. Amen”

To many times we has humans don’t understand why things happen and why we cant let go of the past. These distractions happen when the enemy don’t want to lose you the enemy would bring you wonders and financial-ship to keep you on the wrong path. But we as servants of the lord have to stay strong and faithful to the lord. There are friendships that are so toxic that we would have to end because it wont be right for gods plans.

I’m not staying to just ignore this person I’m just saying maybe explain to them that you cant no longer be involved in their circle because you’ve become a man or women of god and current situation you wont be able to be around. Some may respect you for explaining and would be proud of your change and some may judge you and make fun of your decision as well as put things in your mind so you can be distracted from the lords plans.

The devil has so many ways to change your mind and distract you from what your heart desire to follow the word of god and learns his ways. But we are so weak of the mind and flesh that our distractions come from our emotions, emotions can make you lose all your right senses and get you so angry that you wont even want to read the Bible fall asleep upset make you lose sleep. Because in our hearts we know we did something wrong once you start to read the Bible and thrusting for more of the word of god. That when we miss one day our sleep would be distract as well.

Sometimes the devil would get your love ones to make them so anxious and nervous that when is time for them to say something to you they wont know how to put the words together and with what ever they would say it would trigger you to a point that you would lose control of everything, and you wouldn’t know if to curse to hate to ignore. The devil does it all to destroy every little thing you trying to fix.

We don’t understand a lot of things but when we learn more and more the word of god and understand his way our 6th sense kicks in.

” Thank you, Lord, for your faithful friendship. You never leave me. You are always there. Even when i have strayed. You are still waiting when i come to my senses. I love you, lord.”

Lot of people would come into our life’s to teach us lessons it could be to break our hearts to make us happy in a time of need or some come to stay for ever or till the lord calls us back home. We cant judge because that isn’t our job to do so. But we need to be very careful who we open our hearts to who we let in our life’s because not every one is here for the good.

Remember there’s a saying that goes like this ” everyone wants to see you do good, but never better then them.”


Always stay faithful and loyal to the lord, never question his purpose never question your heart. The lord knows what’s best for us we just need to always but god first in every decision we have.

Your crazy blogger

Sister Melanie

God bless

Ever been so proud

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭7:7‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Ever been so proud of a person who has failed you in every way but has showed you they willing to change everything in order to not to lose you

Yes their still people like this some may fall in the cracks of follow-ship instead Of being leaders they want to fit in and be like the rest till everything crumbles

When a person see they about to lost everything I mean everything in a blink of an eye that’s when being a follower isn’t to much fun as they thought

Having a home a family that they love is more important then playing games then it becomes real

Let me tell you how proud I am of this special person left the streets and became a man of god and a working man who he never thought he would be

Now that’s a turn around and to say his blessed yes he is when god takes over a life and transforms a person it’s beautiful

Not to many get to say this not to many live to see it themselves all I can say is thank you my merciful lord thank you for all my blessings

I dare you to open the Bible and just read let’s see how long you stay mad angry hateful not for long god changes everything for the best you become more humble loving and caring


I had to say this because it’s a beautiful blessing

Your crazy sister

Melanie 😇

God bless


“And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭12:2‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Understanding life isn’t so easy when your not following the right path but even if you are the enemy will always find a weakness and that would be your mind. Emotions is the best way to destroy anyone “let it be told your flesh and your mind will be played with by the devil let him play and he will destroy what you’ve fix or rebuild.”

Healing from a broken hurt is so hard you ask yourself those this person really cares those this person really loves. then doubt kicks in if this person did why would this person destroy me why break me in pieces to rebuild me then that’s when the enemy plays with your mind he creates Hate anger and doubt. God has none of those.

God teaches forgiveness peace love and humbleness. Why would we let peace be destroy to destroy others when we could move on and love ourselves more why let someone else’s troubles have room in our hearts to kills us.

Allowing confusing anger hate take over us is hurtful it destroys you little by little without you knowing it creates stress depression and you lose yourself from the world.

I’m not saying is easy but trust me when I say letting go is better then drowning in a pool of hate anger depression or even hurt. We only human and we feel but if we learn to not let our emotions take the best of us we would be more at peace and we would find happiness in the worst situations.

Remember god forgive those who ask for forgiveness and are true of heart ❤️ remember the wickness never wins anything that’s dark stay in darkness the truth always comes to light.

You crazy blogger

Sister Melanie

May the lord watch over you today and always and remember always smile laugh and love each other ❤️