What’s midlife crisis

Can I say I’m having a midlife crisis? Omg turning 37 and I feel like I’ve wasted my life I feel life I’m missing a lot in my journey.

Two failed marriages 3 kids which one don’t want to speak to me because I didn’t want to accept who he was. I dislike myself for being where I’m at.

But I’m still married trying to work it out

I’m finishing my degree which it so hard right now. I’m blessed to have a job right now. Which so many have lost.

So this being said no it’s the devil trying to make me fail and I will not allow it to. I’ve accomplished so much being broken emotionally.

Ive lived a year with pain and it didn’t kill me God made me stronger

Lived a year without my son who I love so much no matter what

And a year in church learning Gods scriptures. So why am I thinking I’ve wasted my life. Nope not today devil not today

I’m beyond blessed

Grateful

Oh and did I say I just turned 37 years old this year. Thank you father for blessing me with another year. 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

Your silly 🙃 sister melanie